The way of remembering
Co-creating sacred spaces and embodied Plant Medicine/Psychedelic journeys to help you Release Blockages and Remember your deeper truth, with integrated elements of Ancient Tea Ceremony, Shamanic and Sacred Space Holding, Therapeutic Guidance (if necessary) and Embodied Integration support. Rooted in harmony with the ancient wisdom of the Tao, The Way of Nature. Amsterdam-based.
Monthly Group Microdosing Ceremonies with Embodied Practices | 1:1 Magic Truffle/Mushroom Journeys | 1:1 Changa/DMT Journeys | 1:1 Six-Week Online Microdosing Journeys | 1:1 Additional Online Coaching
Why: “I think of going to the grave without having a psychedelic experience like going to the grave without ever having sex. It means that you never figured out what it is all about. The mystery is in the body and the way the body works itself into nature.”― Terence McKenna
How: “Many of us who have experienced psychedelics feel very much that they are sacred tools. They open spiritual awareness.” — Stanislav Grof
What: “Know what you’re using, decide why you’re using it, and you can have a rich experience.” — Alexander Shulgin
I am not here to fix you or stand above you.
I am simply here to walk beside you
as you begin to REMEMBER who you are.
I love to support you on your path through offering what has been healing for myself – Sacred Plant Medicines and Psychedelics, with embodied space holding and guidance.
Are you feeling the ‘conventional’ way is not working, something is missing and you are looking for a more radical and a more raw/real approach? Do you want to deep dive on your own while being held lovingly and safely? Want home-touch and personalised care with a human heart? Prefer a more spiritual and ceremonial ‘Set and Setting’ while still receiving trauma-informed guidance and embodiment integration support?
Whether you’re looking for new perspectives from anxiety or restlessness, dealing with addiction or challenging situations, or you’re open to new spiritual and creative insights or just feel intuitively curious, psychedelics and plant medicines have the potential to provide exactly the experience you need at the right moment. Are you ready for the greater mysteries or deeper ‘truth’ in you?
I create a home-touch, ceremonial, safe space for you to journey deeply – in the open, judgement-free space that you can reconnect with the intelligence of your own body/soul, and start to remember who you truly are. Some moments can be joyful, some can be challenging, all is welcome!
You can start from 1 journey (see below options), or to join my 3-month deep-dive ‘The Way of Remembering’ including a combination Plant Medicine Journeys, Tantric Bodywork, Online Rituals and Coaching. Especially for those who are ready to break through into your true essence.
1:1 Psilocybin Journey (6-8 hours)
This journey is especially for individuals or couples who want to deep dive with a full/higher dose, while feeling held safely and lovingly, with therapeutic and integration guidance.
Before the journey starts, you undergo a warming-up and attentive preparation. We will discuss your intention and find the balance with letting go of too much expectations. You might touch upon the themes in your life that need further attention and processing. You will be given tools that will help you learn from the psychedelic journey. After the session, you will be given space to share, and guided to integrate insights into daily life.
Pricing: 580 euros per person
Private setting, in-person in Amsterdam
DMT/Changa Journey (3-4 hours)
This is a more advanced medicine journey for people who are looking for deepening the consciousness in the realm of cosmos, mystery and come back deeper to the ground/your own body.
Changa is a smokable version of DMT which is the active ingredient responsible for the visions achieved on Ayahuasca, but is significantly shorter, about 15-30 minutes for the trip (up to 3 trips per session). And more vivid, intense and raw yet always to exactly what you need. The ceremony is a balance of ancient traditions while giving enough space for personal wishes to manifest. You will be learning simply ‘smoking’ techniques and practice breath work to maximise the smooth process and effect of this journey. Integration support is provided.
Pricing: 360 euros per person
Private setting, in-person in Amsterdam
Group Microdosing Ceremonies & 1:1 Microdosing 6-Week Journey Guide
Our group events are for both seasoned travellers who want to try microdosing in a powerful collective setting, as well for beginners to have a taste in a safer, container space.
Plants are medicines full of wisdom, especially sacred plants like old tea trees, medicine mushrooms and blue lotus flowers. Sometimes it doesn’t take a lot to connect deeper. I co-create monthly group microdosing ceremonies with embodied experiences with various partners. Either via 6-week Microdosing Journey Guide, Blue Lotus Tea Ceremonies, Microdosing Ceremonies and Parties.
Pricing: normally from 30-50 euros for each event, around 3 hours
Small Group containers (10-20 people), in-person in Amsterdam
THE PROCESS AND THE JOURNEY
Each private option below is all included, in a safe, ceremonial and connected space in Amsterdam. If you feel the calling, book a free call with me to explore and customise your journey, once confirmed:
(Below is an example for a full-dose truffle/mushroom journey)
– Preparation Days/Week Before (QA, Discovery Call, Preparation Email)
– For the Day (Opening, Check-in, Intention Setting + optional mindful practices such as a silent nature walk, meditation, breath work, movements..)
– For the Journey (starting from an ancient tea ceremony with the medicine + sacred space holding and support with full loving presence + music, silence and live shamanic sounding)
– After The Journey (home-made vegan soup to help you come back smoothly + brief check in)
– Integration Support (including a 1-hour video call + check-in communication until 4 weeks afterwards)
ABOUT ME
– Born in a Traditional Chinese Medicine Family, with a lineage/descendants of Confucius. Yet grew up humbly in an ordinary and modern environment. A devotee for the ancient wisdom of the Tao – The Way of Nature. The Life Force.
– It took me a decade of inner, shadow work to re-root into my being, and to de-condition my sexual/life force/creative energy and keep on cracking my heart open, as my main channels for service.
-I am in a sacred union with my beloved partner, the best thing that ever happen to me, as a divine confirmation and a sign of totality, that comes with great responsibility.
– I love being a woman. I love being able to drop into my deep feminine more when I feel safe. It’s an ancient and urgent calling for me to serve the harmony of the sacred union (within), and to re-build trust and balance in between the Masculine and Feminine, individually and collectively.
– I have been learning from various teachers across Spirituality, Shamanism, Tantric, Trauma-informed practices (e.g. Vipassana, ISTA mystery school, Tantric Bodywork Trainings, Shamanic medicines, Metamorphosis, Fungi Academy, NARM trauma healing…) I am also an organiser to bring teachers I trust to more people.
– Over the last five years, I have organised a dozen week-long retreats/trainings, more than a hundred ceremonies and events across Amsterdam and Europe, and many 1:1 sessions/journeys, and supported thousands of beings in different stages of their journeys.
– I have a masters degree from Edinburgh University with 10+ years high-level professional marketing experience helping many purpose-driven businesses and individuals grow consciously through marketing and business consulting, without selling their souls.
– I am passionate about connecting a global community of Conscious Creators, bridging through embodiment and co-creation to foster collective change and awakening. Co-founder of the course ‘Marketing for Conscious Creators‘ and the world first ‘Online Summit for ‘Psychedelics and Sexuality’.
– I am just another human being who starts to remember, trying to live the best life I can and to be as real and loving as I can, and to support others in the ways that I can. No more, no less.
You can often find me guiding journeys, facilitating groups and speaking in public.
I call myself a ‘Life Artist’ seeing Art is Healing and Life as a Ceremony.
Born from a family that has been practicing and keeping traditional Chinese Medicine for many generations, I was rejecting this part of me for so long. Grew up from a culture where you would go to prison for psychedelics, I am grateful to realise how it has been making me want to not to just obey and instead, growing my resilience to do this work more freely, more deeply from my heart, and to make it more available (not just for the privileged few).
After healing many parts of myself with support of plant medicines, and learning extensively from the ancient and various medicine shamans over the last decade, I feel privileged to be able to re-connect through this beautiful portal of awakening, with my own ways of transmission.
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TESTIMONIALS
“I had an amazing shamanic journey guided by Leila. Her trustworthy and nurturing approach supported me to set my intentions and safely embark on my first full-dose, psilocybin-assisted journey. Thanks to the ceremony’s set-up and her caring presence, I was able to fully let go and be guided by the “medicine” on a mind-expanding trip unlike any other. The psychedelic magic truffle journey itself is beyond words, but it is safe to say that it left me with a rewired self. I highly recommend Leila Li for her profound understanding, her guidance and her ability to create a truly safe environment.” – Peter
“Leila guided me through a deeply healing plant medicine journey. We co-created a space that was safe, expansive and sacred. In their role guides, they intuitively danced with me; at times leaning in to offering support, and at times leaning back giving only their trust that I had all I needed within me. She will always have my gratitude. My life is richer both for the experience they guided me through, and for having met two people willing to share the compassion, vulnerability and humor they bring to their own journeys. Thank you!”
— Anya
“The days leading up to my session I felt both confident and hesitant. When I arrived at Leila’s place a serene calmness came over me. Her energy had a peaceful effect on my state of being and I felt carried and safe. My journey was one of the most profound journeys that I have had in years. Full of Joy, bliss and just being zen with everything. Leila’s peaceful energy affected my journey. I felt a oneness of the energy of the accommodation, Leila and myself, and experienced an energising rewiring of the nervous system like I have never experienced before. (Like I upgraded into a super saiyan state, haha. 2 weeks later now and I can still feel it.) It was wonderful to have Leila by my side to help me process my experience. Thanks Leila, for supporting me on this beautiful path.”
— Fonz
“This tea ceremony and meditation was a highlight of my weeklong trip ! Leila was very welcoming and the zen like space she prepared was calming and inviting. I appreciated the thoughtful conversations we exchanged about ourselves, our values, and stories/goals of our past, present, and future lives. This experience is not like others, and the flow of the session is made by and molded to the interaction between the participants and Leila. I highly recommend this experience to those who are seeking something different, something grounding yet light hearted and nourishes the soul. “
— Cammy
“I really enjoyed meeting Leila for my 6-week micro-dosing coaching, I felt her energy resonating with mine. I didn’t know what to expect but I knew I could trust her. I felt her warmth and loving energy, and it help me to let go and receive. I enjoyed having a tea and a check in to begin. It was a bit uncomfortable at first to let go of my clothes but I felt safe enough with her to be able to do it. During the session it was always very gentle and I could release a lot of tensions and old energies. I felt supported. And at the end I felt much relaxed, more aligned and definitely lighter. ”
— Stephanie
“This process brings me more and more inside myself and i’m in peace with me and everything, everything feels so easy! I want to say thank you to you – that i could make this special and deep and healing and wonderful experience!!! You did a lovely openhearted, trusted, attended, heartfull, deep, honest, real (echt) work with me, for me…! You go with me through this deep process! Thank you for everything!!! You are now a piece family for me! Have good feeling days, love to you!”
— Selina
“The day of the medicine journey was a wonderful day. Leila’s ceremonial space bathed in lush sunshine which made the atmosphere even more special. Leila prepared a tea ceremony, followed by a silent walk in the park to become one with my ‘nature’. Back in the ceremonial space we discussed my intentions and I took the medicine. It was a beautiful and at the same time confronting experience which gave me a lot of insights about myself and the world around us, as well a deep insights in universal wisdom and interconnectedness. The safe space Leila created with her energy as wel as the music she played highthened the experience. Not only by the music she choose, but also the instruments she played herself like the shamanic drum made it genuine shamanic journey. I would highly recommend Leila.”
— Marc
“I gave this experience to my friend as a birthday gift. We both live in Amsterdam and I was looking for something special – and found it. I recommend this to anyone who is ready to enter their welcoming place with an open mind and dive into ecstatic music while painting by putting emotions and feelings on paper. I had no particular expectations, but I was impressed how wholesome the experience felt. Thanks Leila & Bart, for your guidance, time and being!”
— Linda
It was overall a beautiful and profound experience. The preparation was carefully guided and arranged which made me feel more relaxed on the day in a home-setting. The tea ceremony was beautiful to really take time for the process and the flow of the substance, done with respect. I felt a bit self-awareness during the journey, but it was a part of my work/learnings. I also felt warmed welcomed coming out of the journey, with light live music and delicious home-made soup that warms my stomach and whole body. I would recommend to trust Leila and Bart to guide your journeys, in a safe, personalised and very caring way“
— Anonymous
“Leila and Leela (or Bart) are the best! Ran into them and had this Shroom ceremony with them completely out of the blue, but it turned out to be a truly joyful experience. They provided Shroom with tea and fruits as refreshment during the process, and also wonder mushroom soups (regular mushrooms) at the end of the ceremony. Their apartment gives off a rustic vibe that I was able to relax and stay calm during my trips. Last but not least, Leela’s great music choice and his amazing handpan tunes have really helped me get into the zone and made my trips more eventful. I’m very thankful to have met these two and shared my journey with them, and I hope to be back and do this again with them someday!“
— Kyle
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