3-Month Journey

A three-month 1:1 deep dive journey of REMEMBERING (who you truly and already are) through some of the most potent and powerful tools such as Tantra/Tantric Bodywork, Plant Medicines Ceremonies (optional), NARM Embodied Trauma Therapy, sacred Rituals and embodiment practices. This journey is especially for those who are ready to breakthrough into your essence, and find continuation and holding of this journey.

In-person (in Amsterdam) or online.

I am not here to fix you or stand above you.
I am simply here to
walk beside you
as you begin to remember who you already are.

My offerings are not just skills I learned, but gifts I’ve remembered.

In the ancient Taoist wisdom, The Way is the natural path of life, the living rhythm of nature — flowing like rivers, cycling like seasons, returning us to harmony with all things. In Tantra, Remembering is not about learning something new — but awakening what is already within. To live fully, to love deeply, to honour the body and the life energy as sacred, in every moment.

Inspired by these ancient traditions and wisdom, and supported by the healing medicine of nature, ritual, sacred loving presence, The Way of Remembering is a meeting place of these ancient wisdom in the present time being, infused with my own living gifts. It is both a program and a path – an invitation to return to your true essence. A journey back into Truth, Beauty and Presence — guided by the way of nature, the wisdom of your Body, the innocence of your Heart, and the fire of your Soul.

You might not be able to ‘solve all the problems and remember it all’ after the program, but it’s intended to be an opening portal as well as an on-going life path to rememberance.

It is not about becoming someone else.
It is about remembering who you already are.

THE PROGRAM

This is a deep dive journey into remembering more of your essence and soul, through some of the most potent and powerful tools such as Tantra & Tantric Bodywork, Shamanic & Plant Medicines, Embodied Trauma Healing, ancient Taoist Wisdom. Ritual and Sacred Presence.

Each month invites a new portal — Body, Heart and Soul — to return you to what truly matters. Through In-Person Sessions (or Online), Guided Online Practices & Rituals, Creative Soul Work and Integration, you’ll root deeper into your essence, soften into feeling, and awaken the beauty of being. You will likely feel less need to perform or compare or leak your vital life energy, and instead remembering what you are truly here for in this lifetime, as a soul in your body. More love and life energy can flow through to help you co-create and manifest with life, more effortlessly.

This is a journey into Remembering:

-The wisdom of your body as a living temple,

-The innocence and truth of your heart,

-The strength from being truly yourself,

-The deeper love that holds you and all of us, beyond all stories,

-And your soul and soul purpose – your longings, gifts and service to this world,

–Life Force/Sexual Energy that moves through you with grace, guiding you into actions

→ Private journeys (in-person or online)

→ At your own pace (Next Starting Date: October 1)

My Approach

I’m not your guru. I’m not your therapist. I’m a woman who has walked through the same fire — who still meets the parts of herself that feel unworthy, angry, unseen. And who chooses to keep the heart open anyway. This offering is my soul’s work. It’s how I serve. If you feel the call, I’d love to meet you.

My work is not about fixing or striving. It is about guiding you home to felt, sacred presence through the body — where softness, beauty, and emotional honesty become the doorway back to yourself.

My work is Trauma-informed, not just because it’s trendy to say these days. Supported and backed up by various trauma trainings across perspectives (somatic, spiritual, psychological) with experiences on building safer containers, prevention, trauma awareness as well as first-aid somatic tools.

Because real healing isn’t linear. It spirals through the body, the soul, and your lived life. Each of these practices works on a different layer – Tantric Bodywork roots you back into your body, opening stuck energy and awakening your full aliveness. Plant Medicines like Blue Lotus and Psilocybin mushrooms offer gentle to profound shifts in consciousness — allowing the deeper self to speak. Trauma-Informed Coaching helps you ground those insights into real, embodied change — not bypassing, but integrating into your daily life.

The 1st Month

– Remembering the BODY

Theme: Grounding, feeling your body and senses more deeply, softening into presence and deeper rest, awakening aliveness.

What’s included (Online) : 1 coaching/Online NARM therapeutical session (1 hour), 1 integration session, optional (up to 1 hour), 1 online Embodiment Ritual (1 hour) + instant communication and support (Q&A, voice notes, resources, additional guidance)

In-Person Option: 1 Tantric Bodywork Session (opening the body) + Embodiment Practice – 3 hours

Online Option: 2 Embodiment Ceremonies (guided Self-Bodywork and Energy Work) – 4 hours

The 2nd Month

– Remembering the HEART

Theme: Vulnerability, boundaries, emotional & blockages release, letting go of old patterns, opening space for the truth of your heart.

What’s included (Online) : 1 coaching/Online NARM therapeutical sessions (1 hour), 1 integration session, optional (up to 1 hour), 1 online Embodiment Ritual (1 hour), instant communication and support (Q&A, voice notes, resources, additional guidance)

In-Person Option: 1 Tantric Bodywork Session (de-armouring & release) + Embodiment – 3 hours

Online Option: 1 Heart Meditation and Opening Circle + 1 Emotional Release or Inner Child Aspecting Ritual or Forgiveness Ritual – 4 hours

The 3rd Month

– Remembering the SOUL

Theme: Soul truth and expressions, embodying your wholeness, learning to live in harmony with your inner nature, weaving and integrating.

What’s included (Online) : 1 coaching/Online NARM therapeutical sessions (1 hour), 1 integration session, optional (up to 1 hour), 1 online Embodiment Ritual (1 hour), instant communication and support (Q&A, voice notes, resources, additional guidance)

In-Person Option: 1 Tantric Bodywork Session (Sacred Spot Ritual) OR 1 Plant Medicine Journey (Psilocybin, worth of 780 euros alone, or Changa) + Embodiment – 3-8 hours

Online Option: 1 Soul Journey Ritual (with optional gentle support of Blue Lotus or Microdosing Tea Ceremony) + 1 Closing Integrating Ritual – 4 hours

PRCING OPTIONS

The pricing for the whole 3-month program is €2000. There’s a discount of €100 for those who have worked with me in any way, as my gift and gratitude to you and your trust. I recommend to walk with me for the whole program in a closed container, although if you do feel the strong need to try it first, you can start from the first month and then decide after. The price for the first month only is €800.

You Will Receive:

3x Tantric Bodywork or Plant Medicine sessions (€420 for 1 bodywork and €780 for 1 Plant Medicine, in total €1260-1620 worth)

3x Trauma-Informed Coaching/NARM sessions (€120 each hour, €360 worth)

3x Online Embodiment Rituals (€120 each hour, €360 worth)

3x Integration Support sessions (free, comes with sessions)

Ongoing voice & whatsapp message support (within 24 hours response)

BONUS

Each month, you will have FREE access to Group Events and Ceremonies (max 3 events) that I host around Amsterdam (e.g. Tantric Temple Gathering, Blue Lotus and Microdosing Ceremony, Ecstatic Arts & Dance Journey) that can support you integrate your experience in a collective community space. To meet other like-minded people on the similar path. So you know you are not alone there.

If you complete the journey and feel ready to share your gifts out to this world – I am happy to support you further through my marketing program – Marketing From The Soul (1:1 and online course) backed by my 10 years professional marketing experience working with some of the top companies in their fields.

Or you like to continue to grow with 1:1 coaching with me.

WHO IS THIS JOURNEY FOR?

This path is not for those seeking a quick fix. It is for those who have begun to hear the whispers of their soul and who are ready to pull the switch on:

  • You sense you are not fully who you are meant to be.
  • You are no longer excited by the state of your life as it is.
  • You long for more truth, less pretending and energy leak
  • You know, deep down, there is something missing — and you are ready to surrender into the unknown.
  • Long to walk with someone who can meet them in their tenderness, wildness, and truth.
  • You crave a safe, non-judgemental and loving space to freely explore your sexuality, emotions, truth, and soul

This is a journey for those who are beginning to remember, who are willing to let old structures fall apart (more radically) and walk in truth and trust, in harmony with nature effortlessly.

I am honoured to meet you exactly where you are — with softness, honesty, and guidance — so we may flow and dance together in the beauty of remembrance.

ABOUT ME

– Born in a Traditional Chinese Medicine Family, with a lineage/descendants of Confucius. Yet grew up humbly in an ordinary and modern environment. A devotee for the ancient wisdom of the Tao – The Way of Nature. The Life Force.

– It took me a decade of inner, shadow work to re-root into my being, and to de-condition my sexual/life force/creative energy and keep on cracking my heart open, as my main channels for service.

-I am in a sacred union with my beloved partner, the best thing that ever happen to me, as a divine confirmation and a sign of totality, that comes with great responsibility and service.

– I love being a woman. I love being able to drop into my deep feminine more when I feel safe. It’s an ancient and urgent calling for me to serve the harmony of sacred union, and to re-build trust and balance in between the Masculine and Feminine, individually and collectively.

– I have been learning from various teachers across Spirituality, Shamanism, Tantric, Trauma-informed practices (e.g. Vipassana, ISTA mystery school, Tantric Bodywork Trainings, Shamanic medicines, Metamorphosis, Fungi Academy, NARM trauma healing…) I am also an organiser to bring teachers I trust to more people.

– Over the last five years, I have organised a dozen week-long retreats/trainings, more than a hundred ceremonies and events across Amsterdam and Europe, and many 1:1 sessions/journeys, and supported thousands of beings in different stages of their journeys.

– I have a masters degree from Edinburgh University with 10+ years high-level professional marketing experience helping many purpose-driven businesses and individuals grow consciously through marketing and business consulting, without selling their souls.

– I am just another human being who starts to remember, trying to live the best life I can and to be as real and loving as I can, and to support others in the ways that I can. No more, no less.

You can often find me guiding journeys and facilitating groups.

I call myself a ‘Life Artist’ seeing Art is Healing and Life as a Ceremony.

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TESTIMONIALS

“I’ve had the privilege of working with Leila over the past months, and it has been a truly valuable experience. Her wisdom, professionalism, intuition, and genuine passion for helping others create an environment where meaningful growth feels both safe and natural. Our work together has contributed significantly to both my personal and professional development. Leila has a remarkable ability to ask the right questions, offer fresh perspectives, and guide with empathy while also encouraging accountability and lasting change.

I wholeheartedly recommend Leila to anyone looking for a thoughtful, highly skilled, and inspiring coach.” – Poeya

“In my Tantric bodywork session with Leila I experienced profound healing. Leila met my life force in an extremely attuned and respectful way. I felt safe with her as she guided me on a deep healing journey into my inner world. Throughout the session I felt deeply seen, supported and held in her loving feminine presence. I have never experienced such life changing shifts in just one session. I’m amazed at the power of this work.” – Ralph

“I had an amazing shamanic journey guided by Leila. Her trustworthy and nurturing approach supported me to set my intentions and safely embark on my first full-dose, psilocybin-assisted journey. Thanks to the ceremony’s set-up and her caring presence, I was able to fully let go and be guided by the “medicine” on a mind-expanding trip unlike any other. The psychedelic magic truffle journey itself is beyond words, but it is safe to say that it left me with a rewired self. I highly recommend Leila Li for her profound understanding, her guidance and her ability to create a truly safe environment.” – Peter

“Leila guided me through a deeply healing plant medicine journey. We co-created a space that was safe, expansive and sacred. In her role guides, she intuitively danced with me; at times leaning in to offering support, and at times leaning back giving only her trust that I had all I needed within me. She will always have my gratitude. My life is richer both for the experience she guided me through, and for having met someone willing to share the compassion, vulnerability and humour she brings to her own journey. Thank you very much dear Leila!” – Anya

“I had the opportunity to receive several bodywork sessions from Leila, and she has the rare gift of being able to tap into something deeper than the personal when giving her sessions. She’s very attuned and sensitive, especially compared to what is perceived as normal here in the West and the Netherlands. She helped me find deeper layers of freedom and surrender in myself that I hadn’t accessed in a long time. I can wholeheartedly recommend her work.” – Timo

“This edition with Leila was a different cup of tea as it also opened up my body and energy in the body. As preparation and to become more aware of my body we had a preparation meeting with a check-in on current state of mind and my intentions. Followed by a bodywork session. It was a wonderful experience and really opened up the energy in my body which also told me there was a lot to open up and leave behind.” – Marc

 “The days leading up to my session I felt both confident and hesitant. When I arrived at Leila’s place a serene calmness came over me. Her energy had a peaceful effect on my state of being and I felt carried and safe. My journey was one of the most profound journeys that I have had in years. Full of Joy, bliss and just being zen with everything. Leila’s peaceful energy affected my journey. I felt a oneness of the energy of the accommodation, Leila and myself, and experienced an energising rewiring of the nervous system like I have never experienced before. (Like I upgraded into a super saiyan state, haha. 2 weeks later now and I can still feel it.) It was wonderful to have Leila by my side to help me process my experience. Thanks Leila, for supporting me on this beautiful path.” — Fonz

“I really enjoyed meeting Leila, I felt her energy resonating with mine. I didn’t know what to expect but I knew I could trust her. I felt her warmth and loving energy, and it help me to let go and receive. I enjoyed having a tea and a check in to begin. It was a bit uncomfortable at first to let go of my clothes but I felt safe enough with her to be able to do it. During the session it was always very gentle and I could release a lot of tensions and old energies. I felt supported. And at the end I felt much relaxed, more aligned and definitely lighter. ” — Stephanie

“Very grateful for Leila’s bodywork sessions that helped me integrate shadow aspects of my sexuality. On this confusing journey, it’s a blessing to have a kindhearted guide like Leila to support me thru the twists and turns.” —  Anonymous

“I have received a beautiful and tender healing session from Leila. Her non-judgmental, soft and skilled presence allowed me to sink deep and to be taken care off. This experience has been paying off a lot, in the weeks (and probably months to come!) after. It helped me to break patterns that no longer served me, and to open up some old layers of grief and anger that needed healing. It was a profound experience with a lot of care. Thank you Leila, please keep sharing your gift.” —  Tessa

“My body work session with Leila was wonderful. Her powerful presence mixed in with her soft touch and compassionate awareness creates the perfect healing container to relax into being and expand through everything showing to be seen and felt.” — Kees

“When I came to Leila I was tired, low on energy and with a very foggy mind. Already in the middle of the session it felt like the sun shining through the clouds in my mind and the flows of energy in my body. By the end of the session I felt very alive and rejuvenated, my mind was back to normal sharp and clear, and the feelings much more intense..A few days after the session I started a ten day Vipassana meditation and I felt that the session with Leila really helped me to stay more focused and open through the course. So I can highly recommend Leila as a great guide in holding this beautiful work!” —  Sergey

“The day of the medicine journey was a wonderful day. Leila’s ceremonial space bathed in lush sunshine which made the atmosphere even more special. Leila prepared a tea ceremony, followed by a silent walk in the park to become one with my ‘nature’. Back in the ceremonial space we discussed my intentions and I took the medicine. It was a beautiful and at the same time confronting experience which gave me a lot of insights about myself and the world around us, as well a deep insights in universal wisdom and  interconnectedness.

The safe space Leila created with her energy as wel as the music she played highthened the experience. Not only by the music she choose, but also the instruments she played herself like the  shamanic drum made it genuine shamanic journey. I would highly recommend Leila.” —  Marc

“You are really really good at this. I would not want to do this with anyone else at that time. It’s perfectly right for me to experience this with you. You have a high integrity – you know what you’re doing, you know the breathing, the pressure points, you know when to talk and when not to talk, when to wait and when to move. Tyank you, you have a very presice and soft timing and flow. That’s really particular for you. That’s what makes you. I can see you have done a lot of inner work. You have been here and there which gives more depth and spaciousness. Thank you!!!” —  Monica

“I really appreciated the way Leila facilitated the overall flow of the retreat with lightness and grace, making sure that the group felt heard and that there was clarity as to what was happening and when. She seemed very well organised and super friendly and positive. I felt that Leila was very skilled in keeping the container of the retreat and guiding the flow of things through her words.”

“Very good space holder, good listening skill, I know I could trust Leila and I felt good, safe with her presence around.”

— Anonymous

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