Keep on learning,wherever you are
This is an (online) space created from my heart to yours — to support your journey of returning to your body, your truth, and your sacred essence. Wherever your are. Here you’ll find access to Free Monthly Live Rituals, Community Spaces, and Online Courses designed to give you a felt sense of my work and to accompany you no matter where life is guiding you. Everything here is offered with devotion, accessibility, with the intention of helping you remember who you truly (and already) are.
Free Resources, Rituals and Courses
Free Monthly Guided Rituals
A Zoom live, heart-opening and seasonal ritual every month — free, open to all, into daily life.
Each month we gather for a guided ritual rooted in embodiment, breath, beauty, and inner truth.
These rituals help you reconnect with your body, awaken your emotions safely, and soften into deeper sacred presence. To help you remember what truly matters behind all the noises.
Themes include:
Ancient Tea Ceremony and Meditation
The Daily Ritual of Remembering – 10 Rituals
5 Rituals to awaken Your Eros & Aliveness
The Art of Sacred Self-Touch and Love
Creating Your Home Temple — Everyday Ceremonies for Presence
The Shadow as Ally – Embodying Your Hidden Self
And more…
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→ Online in Zoom and IG
Free Telegram Q&A Community
This space is simple: a living circle for real questions, real curiosity, and your tantra and related questions being answered.
This group is FREE, open, and alive — a space for learning together, reflection, and connection. To begin, Wave & Leila (Embodied Change) are holding this container and they hold more than two decades of training in Eastern and Western Esoteric, Tantric and Shamanic traditions. Over the time with the growth of the community, we will invite other gifted facilitators to join as well.
✨ How it works:
1. What are you curious about? What question, if answered, could make a real difference to your life? — Go ahead and post your question.
2. Every Wednesday, we will pick 3 questions — and answer with a voice note or message within 48 hours. You can ask here publicly or privately.
3. Once a month, we’ll host a Community Live Call to go deeper into what’s most alive for us all, in embodied rituals, sharing, etc.
→ Online in Telegram
Courses and Other Resources
Finally we are launching our ‘Marketing For Conscious Creators Course‘ after 2 years of preparation soon in the New Year 2026!
For those who want to bring out your personal branding, conscious projects and businesses to this world, more authentically and powerfully, without selling our soul. We weave Marketing and Strategic Consulting together with Spirituality, Embodied Wisdom, and Heart/Soul work to help your sacred work blossom in integrity and your truth. In an online course or 1:1.
Supported by my 10 years high-level professional marketing and management experiences with some of the top companies and individuals in their fields, as well a Masters degree in Business and Marketing from Edinburgh University. Plus a MBA and another 15 years of track record of marketing by co-creator Aaron.
→ Online from the below site
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More Upcoming In-person Events in Amsterdam
Temple of Remembering – Heart of The Beloved – Tantric Gathering, Amsterdam
Temple of Hapiness, Amsterdam
Mar 15, 2026
15:30 – 23:45
A Tantric Gathering & Playground – a night of human warmth, ancient heart rituals & the sacredness of connection.
There is something tender about the heart. It remembers even when we forget. It keeps opening even when we try to protect it. And at some point, all of us long for a place where our heart can simply be held — gently, honestly, lovingly, no masks.
On Sunday, March 1st, we gather for the second portal of the Temple of Remembering — the Heart – the human heart, the divine heart, and the mysterious place where the two meet.
Last time, we remembered through the body. This time, we will meet, connect and remember even deeper – inviting us to return to the warmth of our chest, to the innocence of our heart, to the sweetness of presence, and to the courage it takes to truly feel and be alive.
A Day Retreat & Return – with ancient Eastern wisdom & practices
West of Amsterdam
March 29, 2026
11:00 – 18:00
A Day of Retreat and Return on Sunday, March 29, Amsterdam – Weaving ancient Eastern Taoist wisdom and practices through Tea Ceremony and Meditation, Live Guqin & Xiao Flute Lay-down Concert, Chi Kung and Tai Chi, Mantra Singing Circle.
As Spring arises and the year turns outward, we invite you to join us for a day of rising from within – with quiet practices, remembrance, and prayer, guided by Maarten and Leila.
In harmony with the ancient wisdom of the Tao, the living rhythm of nature — this day invites us to attune to the gifts and the natural flow of the Spring season.
Microdosing Tea Ceremony with Lay-Down Sound Journey, Amsterdam
West of Amsterdam
April 12, 2026
11:30 – 14:00
You are invited for a Micro-dose Tea Ceremony and live Sound Journey, on Sunday, April 12 from 11:30-14:00 CET. The event (in English) will happen in a cozy and private studio in Amsterdam. We wish to collectively step into the winter season with embodied insights and integration support, gently guided by the sacred medicine of Truffle/Mushroom.
Tea Ceremony + Microdose + Sound Journey = a synergetic combination that deepens the experience in a powerful way. We will start from a Tea Ceremony to take the medicine (1-2 gram of truffle) as an ancient ritual to gradually open up the sacred space and connect within yourselves, followed by a gentle and relaxing lay-down sound journey & bath, with handpan and various live instruments to dive in deeper into the body and effect of this powerful healing medicine.
The Heart Remembers – Tantric Temple Immersion & Retreat, Amsterdam
Outside of Amsterdam
April 24-26, 2026
17:30 – 12:00
❤️ My heart holds an intelligence far greater than my mind. It remembers when I forget. I want to learn how to listen to its knowing pulse.
🧘🏽♀️ My body is amazing, unique and miraculous. I want to learn how to reconnect to my birthright, pleasure, joy and healing from within.
⚡️ My life force is connected to the wisdom that keeps life flourishing on this planet for billions of years. I want to learn how to be guided by it.
If something in you said yes — this retreat is for you.
This 3-day immersive weekend tantric retreat is for those who wish to create a deeper heartfelt connection with themselves and with others, to rediscover the pleasure and aliveness that their bodies are capable of — and from there, to get a glimpse of the deeper connection to the vast intelligence that’s been waiting to guide us towards better choices and purpose.
Microdosing Party Amsterdam – (Slow) Dating Special
Center of Amsterdam (to be announced once signed up)
May 1 2026
18:00 – 23:00
Tired of endless swiping and “selling yourself” out of performance pressure?
Come and meet your people at our Microdosing Party on Friday, May 1 in the center of Amsterdam. Flirting, connecting, feeling inspired, being vulnerable, amazed, surprised, creative and getting to know yourself even deeper. Make new and meaningful connections in less performative, judgmental and more natural ways.
This is for YOU IF you are done with only swiping and surface level conversations. You’re looking for deeper connections and conversations that go beyond just personality and ‘what you like’. This is a co-created space – instead of feeling like “interviewing questions”, we invite you to experience a full night flow of ease, connection, and inspiration to be yourself. Your curiosity, open heart and even a bit of nervousness are all welcome here.
Whether you meet someone special, make new interesting connections or simply learn more about yourself and your desires along the way. All are welcome here.
This night will be gently guided by our experienced facilitator team, live DJ and various artists, freshly-made Truffle Mocktail Tea (optional), guided connection exercises, and a free-flow party space.
Womb Petals – Yoni-Steaming Ceremony, Sacred Medicines & Women Circle
Temple of Happiness, Amsterdam
May 3, 2026
16:00 – 22:00
The ancient, sacred practice of Yoni-steaming meets the heart-opening wisdom of the gentle Damiana plant and the deeply grounding spirit of the sacred mushroom (optional microdosing). Together these sacred medicines guide us into our hearts and wombs, beautifully woven with healing frequencies accompanying us on this winter evening.
Winter is a time to turn inwards, to reflect on what we’re ready to leave behind and what we wish to nurture. Self-care, nourishment, and relaxation are key for our well-being as women.
This evening offering was born from the desire to create a nurturing and safe space for women to come together, to be, and to remember our truth as women, as humans, and as living beings. We welcome you into a space of softness and safety. A warm and loving atmosphere filled with candlelight, inviting you to slow down, feel, and breathe.
The Yoni-steaming ritual will help you release tension or disconnection, supporting you to lean back and relax into your feminine softness and surrender.
TESTIMONIALS
“What an intense sensation for my first temple. I felt so free, so safe. So held. Truly a very special and sensual experience with these two beautiful women who are very powerful in their guidance.”
— Sanne
“Deze plek wordt met passie en liefde gecreëerd”
— Lotte
“As usual, a beautiful experience of expression in a safe and welcoming environment. Leila and Lya’s energy are absolutely amazing and it’s always an absolute pleasure to share the space with them.”
— Oliver
“Safe, open, deep connections and great vibes!”
— David
“Absolutely loved it. Beautiful people, beautiful vibes.”
— Simone
“Sacred Blue Lotus Immersion – een magische reis naar binnen. Gisteren mocht ik deelnemen aan de Sacred Blue Lotus Immersion en wat een bijzondere ervaring was dat! De dag begon met een betoverende thee ceremonie, geleid door Leila en Araliya, waarin woord en muziek naadloos samensmolten. Hun energie en aanwezigheid creëerden meteen een veilige en warme setting waarin ik volledig kon ontspannen. De ademhalingsoefeningen en Yoga-sessies waren prachtig afgestemd op de intentie van de dag en hielpen me om dieper in verbinding te komen met mezelf. Elke stap voelde als een uitnodiging om los te laten en te ontvangen. Het gebruik van de Sacred Blue Lotus maakte alles extra magisch. Dit smaakt absoluut naar meer – ik kom de volgende keer zeker weer!”
— Chris
“Wonderfull experience. The tea ceremony by Leila was serene and heart opening and a wonderful preparation to the meditation session afterwards by DJ Leela. I was able to release a lot of tension and the safe container they created enabled me to surrender fully. Wonderfull music and setting. Highly recommended!”
— Marc
“I had a wonderful experience at Leila’s ceremony. Their practices complement each other nicely, allowing you to connect deeper to your senses and feelings. Leila was a very caring and gentle space owner, I am grateful for this journey we’ve experienced together”
— Anna
“This was my first experience with tantra, and I feel grateful for the insights and discoveries I gained. I learned a lot about myself and my sensuality. I am also impressed how the facilitators created a safe space and container where everyone was welcome. Thanks so much, Wave and Leila!”
— Nadiem
“Voor mij was het een mooie diep gaande ervaring die zeer waardevol is gebleken. Daar naar heb ik geweldige mensen ontmoet. Ik kan niet anders zeggen dat ik dankbaar ben.”
— Peter
“It was great!! Very safe, open, vulnerable and fun. Would definitively come again :)”
— Daan
“Great, as all of the events they organise :)”
— Lara
“Een hele fijne theeceremonie en QiGong practice. In de natuur, verbonden, vertragen, precies wat ik nodig had deze mooie zondag. De kinderen waren ook welkom wat erg fijn was, dankjewel!”
— Mellany
“I gave this experience to my friend as a birthday gift. We both live in Amsterdam and I was looking for something special – and found it. I recommend this to anyone who is ready to enter their welcoming place with an open mind and dive into ecstatic music while painting by putting emotions and feelings on paper. I had no particular expectations, but I was impressed how wholesome the experience felt. Thanks Leila & Bart, for your guidance, time and being!”
— Linda
“Very usefull and educational. I appreciate the effort that the speakers and the organization put into the summit.”
— Mandy
“Bijzonder! Fijne gastvrije mensen. Mooie zachte ervaring. Wel wat veel onderwerpen wellicht in twee uur. Ik had alleen thee ceremonie ook fijn gevonden. Tegelijkertijd heb ik nu wel ook geproefd aan andere dingen letterlijk en figuurlijk. Dankjewel voor het organiseren!”
— Margriet
“Such a lovely experience to dance in nature while enjoying a musical journey <3”
— Ariana
WHAT AM I HERE FOR
I am Leila Li — an old soul with the heart of a child. Rooted in China/the East, shaped by the West. Since childhood, I’ve felt the whisper of the ancient — a quiet knowing that I came here to carry the wisdom of my ancestors and find the true home of my soul – not just this little world I was put in. Even through the hardest survival moments, a part of me never forgot. And as I began to remember more, life became devotion — to the ancient, to the Tao, to Nature, to the Life Force that moves through all things.
I’ve lived in five countries and walked between worlds — from corporate boardrooms to silent ceremonies, from ecstatic dance floors to the stillness of the mountains, from simple joy of a child to the dark night of the soul. I’ve tasted both light and shadow, and learned to weave them into one — in softness and in wildness, in grace and in truth. Because I have a taste of the orgasmic beauty of the totality of life myself, and simply want to share that through the medicines I carry, with whoever it resonates with and are ready for.
I walk this devotional path as a sacred mirror including all what comes in this intense, humble but beautiful human life — holding space for beauty, truth, remembering and full expression of your soul. Through the medicines I carry — touch, ritual, ceremony, loving presence — I hold space for you to return to your own essence.
My work is not about doing more, but about coming home.
To your breath.
To your body.
To your truth.
I walk beside you as a mirror, a companion, and a reminder that you already are what you seek.
The Way of Remembering: A 3-Month Immersive Journey
Each month invites a new portal — Body, Heart, Soul — to return you to what’s real and what truly matters. Through In-person Sessions, Guided Online Practices & Rituals and Creative Soul Work, you’ll root deeper into your essence, soften into feeling, and awaken the beauty of being. You will likely feel less need to perform or compare, and instead more life force energy flowing to help co-create with life and manifest what you truly want. I am giving everything I have got into this immersive journey.
→ Private intimate journeys (recommended in-person+online, can also be online only)
1:1 Deep Dive Journeys
I offer tailored private sessions that combine deep presence, with options of Tantric Bodywork & Dearmouring, Plant Medicine Journeys, Rituals and Embodiment. We move with what is here — grief, eros, tenderness, shadow, longing, joy — all of it is welcome including Sexual/Life Force energy. This is not about fixing. It’s about remembering. Landing in the truth of your soul through the wisdom of your body, through the guidance of the intelligence/the unknown.
Each session includes a preparation and an integration video calls, can be paired with extra online coaching to deep dive into more complex intentions and life challenges.
→ In-person in Amsterdam or through Online Coaching
Sacred Spaces & Ceremonies
I co-create and hold sacred spaces rooted in reverence, humility, and truth. These regular gatherings (e.g. Tantric Temple Gathering, Microdosing Ceremonies, Microdosing Party, Ancient Tea and Blue Lotus Ceremonies) are ecstatic, elemental, feminine, and ancient — blending ritual, movements, prayer, silence, arts and sacred touch. It’s in a group setting yet highly personal. For individuals or intimate groups ready to meet life as a ceremony.
I also occasionally organise events, retreats or trainings (e.g. annual Tantric Bodywork Training and medicine retreats) for experienced teachers that I trust and want to learn from. As well to bring their beautiful work more out to this world.
→ In-person around Amsterdam (based) and occasionally Europe
Soulful Expression & Marketing
For those who want to bring out your personal branding, conscious projects and businesses to this world, more authentically and powerfully, without selling our soul. We weave Marketing and Strategic Consulting together with Spirituality, Embodied Wisdom, and Heart/Soul work to help your sacred work blossom in integrity and your truth. In a 1:1 consulting form or online course.
Supported by my 10 years high-level professional marketing and management experiences with some of the top companies and individuals in their fields, as well a Masters degree in Business and Marketing from Edinburgh University.
→ 1:1 online consulting and group course (Marketing For Conscious Creators).
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ABOUT ME
– Born in a Traditional Chinese Medicine Family, with a lineage/descendants of Confucius. Yet grew up humbly in an ordinary and modern environment. A devotee for the ancient wisdom of the Tao – The Way of Nature. The Life Force.
– It took me a decade of inner, shadow work to re-root into my being, and to de-condition my sexual/life force/creative energy and keep on cracking my heart open, as my main channels for service.
-I am in a sacred union with my beloved partner, the best thing that ever happen to me, as a divine confirmation and a sign of totality, that comes with great responsibility and service.
– I love being a woman. I love being able to drop into my deep feminine more when I feel safe. It’s an ancient and urgent calling for me to serve the harmony of sacred union, and to re-build trust and balance in between the Masculine and Feminine, individually and collectively.
– I have been learning from various teachers across Spirituality, Shamanism, Tantric, Trauma-informed practices (e.g. Vipassana, ISTA mystery school, Tantric Bodywork Trainings, Shamanic medicines, Metamorphosis, Fungi Academy, NARM trauma healing…) I am also an organiser to bring teachers I trust to more people.
– Over the last five years, I have organised a dozen week-long retreats/trainings, more than a hundred ceremonies and events across Amsterdam and Europe, and many 1:1 sessions/journeys, and supported thousands of beings in different stages of their journeys.
– I have a masters degree from Edinburgh University with 10+ years high-level professional marketing experience helping many purpose-driven businesses and individuals grow consciously through marketing and business consulting, without selling their souls.
– I am passionate about connecting a global community of Conscious Creators, bridging through embodiment and co-creation to foster collective change and awakening. Co-founder of the course ‘Marketing for Conscious Creators‘ and the world first ‘Online Summit for ‘Psychedelics and Sexuality’.
– I am just another human being who starts to remember, trying to live the best life I can and to be as real and loving as I can, and to support others in the ways that I can. No more, no less.
You can often find me guiding journeys and facilitating groups.
I call myself a ‘Life Artist’ seeing Art is Healing and Life as a Ceremony.
FEEL THE VIBE & GALLERY
GET IN TOUCH
It’s hard with only written words, we have to both feel it. Schedule a free discovery call with me or send me a message, to feel if there’s connection or potential to support you on your own path.
I am open to collaborations and/or simply exchange of ideas and visions, drop me a message here or Whatsapp/Regular +31613596848.
