Temple of Remembering
Co-creating sacred spaces and embodied journeys to help you Release blockages and Remember your truth so you can feel more pleasure, ease and alive again. With tools of Tantric Bodywork/Massage, De-armouring, Shamanic Rituals, Embodiment practices, Trauma-informed Approach and Integration Support. Inspired by the ancient wisdom of Tantra and the Tao– The Way of Nature. Amsterdam based and Online.
Private 1:1 Sessions below, OR a 3-month container OR Group Tantric Gatherings – Temple of Remembering OR Free Rituals, Online Resources, and Courses.
What is Sacred & Tantric Bodywork?
Tantra/Tantric is a sacred way of being and of living the life – weaving, expanding, and awakening through the totality of life.
An essential aspect of this work is activating your (life force) energy, releasing layers and armours in your bodies, and awakening through the heart and the wholeness of your being. So you can be empowered to experience the presence of love itself inside of your own body rather than recycling past stories of shame, limitation or fear, or outsourcing love or sexual energy.
It is both a healing and spiritual practice that works with ancient esoteric principles and knowledge. This sacred form of bodywork teaches us how to heal emotional wounds that are held in the body, not just from the mind, not just from conventional ‘talking’. Including all parts of body, all aspects of life and your sexual/life force energy – the source of all creations.
This is a journey to freedom, from inside.

My Approach:
Somatic + Shamanic + Sacred Life Force Energy + Trauma-informed
5 years extensive and professional Tantric Bodywork & Healing experiences + Trauma-informed (NARM) Approach + Integrated Technique Skillsets/Tools + Co-creating and Holding The Sacred Space in the intuitive unknown with LOVING PRESENCE.
My unique bodywork approach is inspired by extensively learning from a diverse range of ancient lineages and schools for many years (e.g. the ancient Tao/The Way of Nature, born in a traditional Chinese Medicines family, Thai Yoga Massage/Metta, International School of Temple Arts, Buddhi Dana’s Advance Tantric Bodywork, De-armouring and Trauma Trainings). All are as well rooted from my own healing process and infused with my own gifts. Over the years, my bodywork has evolved into something beyond technique — a meeting of the physical, emotional, and energetic.
My role isn’t to heal or call myself a ‘healer’ or ‘therapist”, but to become still and present enough for healing to move through YOU. In my sessions, I weave intuitive bodywork, energy awareness, loving presence and deep trauma understanding, in a co-created sacred container where all is possible – sometimes it feels like therapy, sometimes ritual, sometimes simple silence. Always, it’s a space for the wisdom of your own body and the truth of your soul to reconnect and remember. Come as you are – you already have it all within, and I am here to support you to REMEMBER.
I am not here to fix you or stand above you.
I am simply here to walk beside you
as you begin to REMEMBER who you are.

Tantric Bodywork Session
Together, we will start from a free exploring call to feel each other to see if there’s a match and identify your intentions, boundaries desired outcomes (this is already part of the journey to find out what they are and how to express them). A detailed preparation email and a questionnaire will follow before the session. After the session, an integration & support call will be provided. Often, there are multiple sessions needed for a comprehensive journey or theme, we can decide later.
What could be included in one session:
- Check-in & sharing
- Opening Tools and Rituals (Breathing, Holding, Sounding, Meditation…)
- Emotional Release Tools
- De-armouring and Pressure Points Releasing to support energy flow
- Shamanic aspecting dialogues
- Full body and energy work (with or without non-sexual genital touch, based on your consent)
- Sacred Spot Healing Ritual
Length: Around 4 hours (3 hours for 1 session + 30 min free discovery call + up to 45 mins integration call)
Pricing: €420 pp for 1 session (this is the rate if booked after April 15 2026)
Location: A beautiful space in Amsterdam

Deep Embodiment Package
Deep Embodiment is a held, trauma-informed journey that weaves together therapeutic dialogue (NARM 2-year professional certified approach) and somatic bodywork to support deeper safety, clarity, and integration. Through a combination of online therapeutic sessions and an in-person bodywork session, we create a container where deeper patterns & survival strategies can be named, deeper emotions and compassion can be felt, and experiences can be integrated into daily life.
What this work supports:
- Creating a greater sense of inner safety and nervous system regulation in the body
- Gently meeting trauma patterns, defenses, or emotional blocks
- Allowing bodywork to land more deeply and sustainably at all levels
- Integrating profound experiences into everyday life and relationships
This package is especially supportive if you:
- feel deeply but struggle at times to integrate experiences
- dissociate, freeze, or feel overwhelmed in the body
- find it harder to access deeper emotions and sensations
Length: 1 Online Pre Trauma-informed Therapeutic Session (1 hour) + 1 Full Bodywork Session + 1 Online In-depth Integration Session (1 hour)
Pricing: €540 pp for 1 container (€488 with discount booked by May 1)

3-Month Immersive Container
This is especially for those who are ready for continuity. For those who want to be held over time. Also for those who have experienced my other offerings and feel the call to deep dive in a private, safe and sacred container. This is a journey to return and remembering through Tantra, Taoist wisdom, (optional) Plant Medicines & Sacred Presence. I am giving everything I have got into this immersive journey.
Topics which could be included:
- Each month invites a new portal — Body,Heart and Soul — to return you to what’s real and what truly matters. Through in-person sessions, online Trauma-informed sessions, online Tantra practices, creative soul work and integration, you’ll root deeper into your essence, soften into feeling, and awaken the beauty of being. You will likely feel less need to perform or compare, and instead more love and life force energy flowing to help you co-create with life more effortlessly
Length: 3 months (a variety of sessions)
Pricing: from €1600 pp for 3 months depending on the amount of sessions (for repeat clients, with €200 off)
Location: In-person in Amsterdam or Online
WHY THIS MIGHT BE THE RIGHT THING FOR YOU
“This sacred bodywork journey tends to attract and better support people who are in their main transitional points of life, who are starting to remember and re-discover themselves (who they truly are), as well as feeling into their true desires and wishes. They tend to be relatively stable and fulfilled in daily life, but they can sense that an important/key piece is missing as they do feel lonely and disconnected sometimes. Although they are open-minded and aware that this might be deeply connected to the emotional body and higher consciousness/life force energy, not only through the busy mind and what this society is trying to tell us. Like all of us, more or less still carry the pain and trauma from earlier times, they wish to release, let go and feel more at ease with those intense emotions so there’s more space to breath into the fresh air and create a more joyful life. They want to learn how to work with the source/our life force or sexual energy and fully show up, instead of hiding behind it or making themselves smaller. They wish to learn and feel more about LOVE, self-love and perhaps greater love that connects us all. They wish to feel simply more alive.” – Leila
When you start to hear the quiet whisper to remember and return home, you are in the right place.
All genders, ages and backgrounds are welcome, however some people might feel a better match at this stage to my unique gifts and transmission (e.g. rawness, eastern, ancient, feminine wisdoms and quiet aliveness) than others.
Change is a part of life – not only when there’s a problem. Tantric Bodywork is for everyone. Everything can only happen within your boundaries and desires. This is your time, take your space to receive love, trust, well-deserved attention and loving presence, and see what happens.
ABOUT ME
– Born in a Traditional Chinese Medicine Family, with a lineage/descendants of Confucius. Yet grew up humbly in an ordinary and modern environment. A devotee for the ancient wisdom of the Tao – The Way of Nature. The Life Force.
– It took me a decade of inner, shadow work to re-root into my being, and to de-condition my sexual/life force/creative energy and keep on cracking my heart open, as my main channels for service.
-I am in a sacred union with my beloved partner, the best thing that ever happen to me, as a divine confirmation and a sign of totality, that comes with great responsibility and service.
– I love being a woman. I love being able to drop into my deep feminine more when I feel safe. It’s an ancient and urgent calling for me to serve the harmony of sacred union, and to re-build trust and balance in between the Masculine and Feminine, individually and collectively.
– I have been learning from various teachers across Spirituality, Shamanism, Tantric, Trauma-informed practices (e.g. Vipassana, Sufi Mystics, ISTA mystery school, Tantric Bodywork & De-armouring Trainings, Shamanic medicines, Metamorphosis, Fungi Academy, NARM trauma healing…) I am also an organiser to bring teachers I trust to more people.
– Over the last five years, I have organised a dozen week-long retreats/trainings, more than a hundred ceremonies and events across Amsterdam and Europe, and many 1:1 sessions/journeys, and supported thousands of beings in different stages of their journeys.
– I have a masters degree from Edinburgh University with 10+ years high-level professional marketing experience helping many purpose-driven businesses and individuals grow consciously through marketing and business, without selling their truth.
– I am just another human being who starts to remember, trying to live the best life I can and to be as real and loving as I can, and to support others in the ways that I can. No more, no less.

You can often find me guiding sacred journeys and facilitating groups.


I call myself a ‘Life Artist’ seeing Art is Healing and Life as a Ceremony.
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TESTIMONIALS
“In my Tantric bodywork session with Leila I experienced profound healing. Leila met my life force in an extremely attuned and respectful way. I felt safe with her as she guided me on a deep healing journey into my inner world. Throughout the session I felt deeply seen, supported and held in her loving feminine presence. I have never experienced such life changing shifts in just one session. I’m amazed at the power of this work.” – Bart
“I am truly in awe of the depth of connection she brought into our sessions — she sensed exactly what I needed, beyond words or explanation. She stood beside me in my process as an equal, which created deep trust and allowed me to fully let myself in. Her humbleness is powerful; she teaches simply by being. In just two bodywork sessions, layers of identity gently fell away. I found myself much closer to my true, human self, which i couldn’t see myself Life and people appear simpler, more real, and more beautiful. This work is profoundly transformative.” – Ronald
“I have received a beautiful and tender healing session from Leila. Her non-judgmental, soft and skilled presence allowed me to sink deep and to be taken care off. This experience has been paying off a lot, in the weeks (and probably months to come!) after. It helped me to break patterns that no longer served me, and to open up some old layers of grief and anger that needed healing. It was a profound experience with a lot of care. Thank you Leila, please keep sharing your gift.” — Tessa
“This experience gave me valuable awareness that I could bring into my daily life: like slowing down, staying true to myself, and reconnecting with nature. I’m grateful to Leila for guiding me on this profound journey. If you’re looking to reconnect deeply with yourself, I would definitely recommend Leila.” – Rob
“When I came to Leila I was tired, low on energy and with a very foggy mind. Already in the middle of the session it felt like the sun shining through the clouds in my mind and the flows of energy in my body. By the end of the session I felt very alive and rejuvenated, my mind was back to normal sharp and clear, and the feelings much more intense…A few days after the session I started a ten day Vipassana meditation and I felt that the session with Leila really helped me to stay more focused and open through the course. So overall I can highly recommend Leila as a great guide in holding this beautiful work!” — Sergey
“This edition with Leila was a different cup of tea as it also opened up my body and energy in the body. As preparation and to become more aware of my body we had a preparation meeting with a check-in on current state of mind and my intentions. Followed by a bodywork session. It was a wonderful experience and really opened up the energy in my body which also told me there was a lot to open up and leave behind.” — Marc
“Very grateful for Leila’s bodywork sessions that helped me integrate shadow aspects of my sexuality. On this confusing journey, it’s a blessing to have a kindhearted guide like Leila to support me thru the twists and turns.” — Anonymous
“I had the opportunity to receive several bodywork sessions from Leila, and she has the rare gift of being able to tap into something deeper than the personal when giving her sessions. She’s very attuned and sensitive, especially compared to what is perceived as normal here in the West and the Netherlands. She helped me find deeper layers of freedom and surrender in myself that I hadn’t accessed in a long time. I can wholeheartedly recommend her work.” – Timo
“Leila’s session gives me a really wonderful kind of platform to jump into where I am in now. It really got me started on something. I noticed the sacred spot massage that I had, makes me feel included and accepted to be touched in such a deep place. Just like giving the space to exist and to be what I am. Here I am in a festival like a integration process, I feel the sense of enoughness, and a great amount of spaciousness in myself in relating to others and intimacy. I trust people will see me, it’s the trust that I have never had, I feel very seen here. I don’t have to force anything and relax into it. it was very beautiful, so thank you and thank you for your gift for being there for me and giving this to me. I am grateful. It’s been a fantastic week afterwards” — Olivier
“You are really really good at this. I would not want to do this with anyone else at that time. It’s perfectly right for me to experience this with you. You have a high integrity – you know what you’re doing, you know the breathing, the pressure points, you know when to talk and when not to talk, when to wait and when to move. THank you, you have a very presice and soft timing and flow. That’s really particular for you. That’s what makes you. I can see you have done a lot of inner work. You have been here and there which gives more depth and spaciousness. Thank you!!!” — Monica
“My body work session with Leila was wonderful. Her powerful presence mixed in with her soft touch and compassionate awareness creates the perfect healing container to relax into being and expand through everything showing to be seen and felt.” — Kees
“I really enjoyed meeting Leila, I felt her energy resonating with mine. I didn’t know what to expect but I knew I could trust her. I felt her warmth and loving energy, and it help me to let go and receive. I enjoyed having a tea and a check in to begin. It was a bit uncomfortable at first to let go of my clothes but I felt safe enough with her to be able to do it. During the session it was always very gentle and I could release a lot of tensions and old energies. I felt supported. And at the end I felt much relaxed, more aligned and definitely lighter. ” – Stephanie, Amsterdam
Heart Day – Tantric Temple Night
(A Tantric Gathering in Amsterdam)
Location: In the beautiful nature area (15 mins from Amsterdam)
Time: 17.30-24:00, April 24 , 2026

Before the chaos of King’s Day weekend, a magical realm opens on one night.
Friday April 24, from 17:30–24:00, we gather just outside Amsterdam in a beautiful villa for a Heart Day Temple Night — an immersive tantric evening to awaken your inner King and Queen through Heart and Eros.
This is a space for those who long for connection, depth, pleasure, and deeper meaning — away from the city crowds, in a field of presence, beauty, shared intention and celebration.
We together enter an inner Kingdom where the Heart becomes the bridge, the Body the gateway, and Pleasure the compass guiding us back to connection, truth, and aliveness.
“There is within the human heart a quality of intelligence which has been known to surpass that attributed to the human mind.” — Aberjhani
We gather as we are — hopeful, tired, curious, longing, tender — and co-create and step into a space together where nothing needs to be performed or perfect.
EARLY BIRD UNTIL APRIL 7
FREE RESOURCES, RITUALS & COURSES

I am sharing an (online) space created from my heart to yours — to support your journey of returning to your body, your truth, and your sacred essence. Wherever your are. In Daily Life. Here you’ll find access to Free Monthly Zoom Live Rituals, Telegram Q&A ‘Have Your Tantra Questions Answered’, Community Spaces, and Online Courses‘. Each one is designed to give you a felt sense of my work and to accompany you no matter where life is guiding you. Everything here is offered with devotion, accessibility, with the intention of helping you remember who you truly (and already) are, not only in sacred ceremonies but in daily life.
FEEL THE VIBE & GALLERY







There are 2 rooms to choose for the journey, the dark non-distractive ‘Cave’ and the common space for connecting with sunlight, live music, art stand available in the ceremonial vibe.



GET IN TOUCH
It’s hard with only written words, we have to both feel it. Schedule a free discovery call with me or send me a message, to feel if there’s connection or potential to support you on your own path.
I am open to collaborations and/or simply exchange of ideas and visions, drop me a message here or Whatsapp/Regular +31613596848.
